… I have so much swirling around in my head I can’t find the words to write a meaningful post. And, I know they say to write often so your readers return, but when the words aren’t there (or there’s just too many) I don’t write. I just let them swirl, sometimes in an overwhelming manner.
That’s how I feel today.
It’s work.
It’s making tough decisions as a mother.
It’s wondering if I’m truly known by anyone other than my husband.
It’s reading and dreaming.
It’s being grateful for long-lasting friendships.
It’s being overly excited about new business ventures.
It’s feeling lost that the days where I would stay up until 5 a.m. working on said business ventures is no longer possible.
It’s my current workshop.
It’s trying to make sense of the tragedies in Japan.
It’s feeling an intense need to get things done around the house.
It’s dreaming of vacation.
It’s feeling a little suffocated by the winter weather and dreaming of just. being. outside. again.
It’s all these things and of course so much more. The more that isn’t right to share here. You know, the other 80% of my life.
Which is the one other “It’s” …
It’s having a desire to share vulnerably, but knowing that it’s not okay to share a story that is also someone else’s. You know what I mean?
And, so that’s where I am today.
It is what it is.
I’ll be back around soon. I want to share a few snapshots of the week I recently spent in Tennessee with my girlfriends and my family. Will post those soon.
xo,
jc
p.s. I had intentions of posting the week 3 “Critique Me” on Friday, but where I was staying did not have WiFi. So, be looking out for it Friday!